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4月24日 4月,喝茶,LOW,想念................
很久没有听INDIE了,今天才想起,这样的四月,是应该听些的,最爱的是这个时候的每天下午,阳光温暖的让人想睡,夜晚的风更是像丝绒般划过皮肤,黄色应该是这个时候的颜色,对,就是黄色.照进心里的黄色.严重的厌工情绪蔓延在这个月份,蔓延在我的生活里,偷懒过来写BLOG,当作是小小的奢侈. 茶,泡了整整一下午,只把它当作水来牛饮,却尝到了里面的苦涩滋味,贴进舌头里,灌进肚里,当做清醒剂,想起妈妈总是茶不离手,仿佛有了它,便可以去掉她所有的烦恼,我呆头呆脑的喝来喝去,并无什么更深的见解,呵呵.就像爵士乐,到了年龄才知道滋味....... low,sub pop中的一支安静乐队,跟他们的名字一样,慢慢潜浮的声音,不自觉的,很开心. 想念朋友们,这里的,那里的,触不到的,摸不着的,昨晚,终于见了鲤鱼,傅同学,黄同学,搬家总是开心的,我们又有了自己的基地,鲤鱼的话,可以可劲儿的造,,,也许生活就是这样,无法预料会发生什么,我只希望自己可以多留一段时间,不要让我太怀念现在拥有的一切.你们都要乖乖的.................
MOMO说照片里的我眼角带着疲惫,其实不坏,这表示,我持续经历生命衰老中........OK,不废话,工作去................................. 4月21日 My James Blunt
好久没有拍演出了,当鲤鱼要我帮她个忙的时候,我也没想到可以听到他的声音,在我快要忘记音乐的时候.带着D30和35-350的头,我高估了我的力量,太久没拍东西,这款机器实在和我的齿轮合不上,用尽全力的,留些了些许模糊的影像,也许James Blunt之于我,恰恰在这个时候,出现在我生活中,把一切从混沌中拉出.这是一场非常商业的演出,策划精致,观众激情澎湃,当然,James Blunt的吉他和钢琴则最为动人.对这个当过军人操着沙哑尖细却意外触动灵魂的声音的人,了解并不多,只是我从他的眼中,看到了真诚.坐在二楼的看台上,我只能用镜头捕捉到他,听到他生硬的说着:"北京,你好!".我们都笑了,我紧蹦了这么久的神经,终于松动了.
一个半小时，不间断的音乐直到结束还环绕在我的耳边，如果Jack也在这里一起听就好了,我好想念你.唉,7个小时的时差,却真的是两个时空啊,尽管你不是很喜欢J B,呵呵.[JB可以带来些英国的空气啊呵呵,和你呼吸的一样,不知道我这么写你觉不觉得恶心].我的英国之行取消,你也不能回北京,一切都要好好的哈,好好吃饭.
我不懂摄影,只知道用镜头诉说,我想说又说不出来的东西.那个把CD当作无价之宝甚至用生命守护的女孩没了,说到底,我还是把自己个丢了.人总是失去了才懂得珍惜,但是等想珍惜的时候,抓到手中的却只剩下了空气.You're beautiful前奏响起的时候,张开嘴唇,跟着所有的人一起唱出那段旋律,歌里的那个女孩是美丽的,我们自己呢?是否还依然美丽呢?我们的声音盖住了Blunt的,想要流泪,眼框却空空如也.每当看演出的时候,总是羡慕台上那个人的,曾经也做过这样的梦,巨大空间下,所有的人跟你一起唱歌,那一定是种极度的幸福吧,上了台的人,死也要死在上面,我却总在上台的瞬间,选择逃离.是不是死的时候,也终究是在天堂和地狱之间徘徊呢?上不去,又无路可回.
曾经接近病态的迷恋西方文化,虽然无论从任何角度讲,西方先进的文化有值得学习的地方,但是最近发生的一些事情,总觉得,整个世界都是个骗局,生活在自己编织的假象里,其实真相,谁也不知道.总有东西取代你原来的价值观,新的价值观又在不断的被怀疑,弄到最后,就是我这个样子.理智和热情过了头,在医学上的症状都归于精神方面的失常,谁聪明谁又傻呢??现在还记得洪晃那句话,做好人,下场就是找个同样是好人的人结婚,然后混混噩噩碌碌无为的过一生.可是,这样又有什么不好呢??
James Blunt的声音,在不大的LIVE HOUSE中响起,静静聆听着的,有相拥的情侣,有真挚的朋友,同样,也有我,灯光打在每个人的脸上,闪耀着的都是一种表情,说了无数遍,仍旧歌颂的还是它,遇到什么事情,可以给你支撑的事物中,音乐无疑是最好的一种.北京这个城市,我是感谢它的,它让我认识了那么多朋友,它教会了我很多我并不愿意承认的事情.从某种程度上来讲,我是喜欢它的,可我也同样恨它,这样才能在心中记得的更牢吧.北漂其实是种伪生活,一种不能被人道破的存在形态,我不算其一,但实质相同.不可否认的,根不在这儿,不能称其为家,我依旧想念的是,小城市中某座公寓中妈妈忙碌的身影和旁边摊在地上偷懒的my lovely Schnauzer Eddy.我想念你们. 同样的,我想说的是..................................
I LOVE CHINA FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4月10日 Still waiting I'm still waiting,and so tired about the test reparing.After the short vacation of tomb-sweeping day,I stay at the house all day long without any exercise of IBT test.I don't know why but just want to escape this pressure.yes,still waiting that can change sth about my life.
Something pleasing and appealing,especially a choice food.Yes, food,even though I am on diet recently,but I can't resist the lure about the suggestion of my friends that they have been looking forward to the restaurant named HuTong Pizza located to Houhai.Oh,got,that might be the most delicious pizza that I have eatten.Fantastic!!!!!
 We have the dinner on the upstairs,I shot the bar counter.The candle makes our face light and quite.  The first dish,my lovely salad:Canser SaladThe traditional Italian spaghetti bolognatse.  Oh,that the cute dishes have a cute chinese name is 烤土豆皮.Our main course,the three taste of pizza make me crazy,so lovely.  The three kind taste are all dressed,spinach/mixed mushroom and pepperonio,and the Hawaiian. okthe picture still make me crazy.
I am still waitng here.....this little CD shop is waiting too.... 4月3日 That's enough Recently,I alway chat with my dear Momo with Skype in the worktime,and complained something about our boss and other guys,so we have lost touch from last time for a month,that's too long.And my program in the internet radio named Aiyuezheshuo have a progress I think,I try to taste a new thinking style about myself. That's not bad.
I heard a program at FM 88.7 yesterday on my way home,,,somebody asked the hoster about a problem which she need to choose just same to me that how to prefer to do between a good job and a dream that she need to give up everything to chase after without much condidence.The hostress's answer are full of wisdom,and so brightness.She said three points,the first one was ,if she was her,she did not let herself stay into the choices,whatever she chose,just make a decision..not alway thinking about.The second one, to choose one of them didn't mean lose everthing, you maybe get more about the decision you chose and wider field for yourself.The last one,everybody is just a ordinary people,don't blame yourself who can't make a decision,other people have the same bother about this when you are so puzzled by this...at last,,the hoster said that whatever you choose,I'm still happy for you...
There is not special meaning about this I wrote on this blog,I just want to say "thank you" to the hostress even though she did nothing for me only because I got some warm and confidence at dark night, that's enough.
Utada released her new single 《Heart station》，I love it so much.
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